Creating the life I want to live.
Besides running around obsessing over finding ___, I just am.
This richness of the background process, maturation and excellence is underappreciated.
I let go of control to hold all the pieces together.
I just know I need to make art.
I am also terribly aware of the survival aspect of: I need to support myself, so I can make art. Creating systems that hold the sacred guarded practice of my closed walls world that I wish to share with others so badly. Simplification and optimisation and making the right decisions so I can water my own garden and make objects that evoke sensations.
Oh my goodness, this week was again a full on exploration of the life I want to live.
When you do things from your heart, you’ll never get tired, my yoga teacher said today in the morning.